So I’m a 13 yr old girl and im going to 9th grade in a few months. I’m really scared to go back to school because I dont have friends and I always feel left out. It’s my second year to be in that school (i was a new student last year).
The kind of school I am in is an all-girls school and everyone is rich like legit. It’s a semi-boarding school and I live there (dorm). I have a few friends in the dorm plus my cousin who happens to be one of my roommates. Problem is, my friends in dorm arent my classmates and i barely see them outside the dorm and some are in other grade levels.
It’s not like most of the schools here in America wherein you go to your classes. In there, it’s the teacher who goes in the classroom and you have your own section and classmates whom you are gonna be with for the rest of the year.
I’m really nervous because last year, I had a really lonely life in school that I even told my parents to just homeschool me (they didnt allow). I am a really awkward-to-talk-to kind of person and shy aswell so I get nervous to talk to the girls in school. Also, most of the them already have their own circle or group of friends so if I suddenly barge in and talk to them, it’d be really weird and they might think that I’m feeling close or something.
I have good grades in school but the teachers always tell me that I’d do better if I recite in class. Whenever we had to get a partner for projects, I always get left out and whoever didnt have a partner would automatically be my parnter and it just makes me feel sad and left-out.
The type of girls in my school are the kind who are really rich so it always happens that most of them are spoiled-brat or party girls. But there are also good ones but I still get shy to approach them.
I also dont want to leave home because I will miss my parents and sisters. I always get sad in the dorm too because my cousin is mean but shes nice sometimes. I always get homesick.
Please help me make new friends? advice?
The thought of going back to school makes me sad and I just hate it
because I’m supposed to be enjoying my vacation.
Thank you in advance!
